I try to keep myself busy all the time so I wouldn't let my thoughts ruin me. Night time is always the scariest. It seems as though the time before I go to bed is the time my thoughts and emotions starts filling in. Over-thinking? I think not.. Everything I have in my head is the real deal and the truth is I'm scared. I feel lost. I don't know what I'm supposed to do. I only have myself to rely on. I'm the only person who fully understands the situation I'm in, and the only person who knows about it. Yet.. I don't know what to do. I'm fucked up. If only I was a woman with no fear just like I claim I am.
My thoughts are choking on you.
Stop telling me, show me.
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